Saturday, November 29, 2003
i'm feeLing veRy crap noW~ ha'IZ~ whY canT i juZ quIt my courSe anD leT everyThing seTtle by itSelF~

ThEn, mY mom is nagGing me tO stuDy.. haIz.. i waNna quIt.. wHy cant she juZ unDerstanD.. haIz.. theN.. fioNa aR.. aiyoH.. see wAt shE tyPes in heR bloG:
hMm..nothing much up to now i gueSs.. waiting for my friendS to come to my houSe do projEct.. (argHh.. how boring lifE can gET?) then we may go to ondo for dinnEr.... lolX.... my frienD... or rAther, huiEn, wannA sEe yandao deSmond.. hahA`..... hMm hMM.. waiting and waiting... lolX... huIen still smS me, ask if she wEar dreSs will awkwArd or not.. and madE me promiSe not to laugH.. hahahaha~.... cutE siA she.... btH.. so...hMm..

aIyoH.. sO paIsaE siA~ dUn wAnnA bluSh.. wat she continuEs maKes me paisAe morE:
hEy.. just reAched home... lolX..... went to ondo for dinnEr with huiEn and my brothEr... haha~... nobody frEe to go with uS mah.... aiyoZ.. deSmond, ah bEn, n eriC all not workIng...... so huiEn waS disappointEd.. cannot sEe yandaoS.. hahA`... then we went rather latE lah.. (muSt finiSh watChing holland V firSt mah.. keke~...) so we enterEd the reStuarant at around 9pm? and 15 minS latEr laSt ordEr liew... -.-"" ... thEn wE ordEred lor.. but not enougH in the enD, so we lEft at around..... 10 pluS pm... (thEir laSt cuStomErs.. hahA`.....) thEn we procEedEd to plaZa Sing's maCdonaldS.... and wE atE maCdonaldS.. lolx.. we arE thrEe hungRy pigS.... thEn my bf camE aftEr work lor.. thEn sit therE for awhilE then wE went home lEr.. hahaha~.... my bF actuallY nEarly miStook huiEn aS my mommY.... hahahahhaha~.... sO funnY lor.... haha~.... i think huIen wannA scolD mE lEr.... hMm.. thEn ... likE thAt lor.. go home.. hahA`... huiEn happening sia.. 11pm lEr still go eSplanadE meeT her sistEr...... lolx.... soT caSe... hahahaa~.... (she iS going to murdEr me....) kk lah.. nothing muCh lahz.... yEap.. tk carE n nightZ......

aiYoh gaL.. i veRy gOod de.. wOnt murDer u dE~ ahEm.. i wiLL straNglE u!!! hAhA.. aIyoH.. sO paISaE~ haIz.. wiLL be so sO paisaE.. i pRay HarD NOBODY see thiS.. fionA aR... deSMond or hiS freNz wonT visIt ur bloG de hoR? /me prayIng harD thEy wonT.. iF not so so blOodY paiSae... haiZ i feEL so paIsaE... haIz~ wHy ar...
win! *~aUrOra~* 16:37

GEMINI WOMAN


A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast
movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do
many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel
like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the
word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her
life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many
different characters.

my analysiS: i'vE got braiNs? no way maN.. i'm feeLin so sTew-piG.. i thinK thE onLy geMini wiTh braIns is probably puAynGee.. haIyoZ~ bUt trUe.. i caNt siT stILL... i'm prEtTy jumPy dE... hmM~ LikE to jumP aRd anYwaY iF posSiblE.. sO maYbe soME timEs.. i Get to engROsSed wITh a ceRtain grOup oF frEnz n neGlect my olD fRenZ.. sORry~ hmM.. aLso maYbe 'she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her
life' sO eH.. i dUn tHinK i caN get tiEd dOWn.. serIousLy dUn thinK so.. haIz.. whiCh stEw-piG gUy wOuLd waNNa tiE me dOWn? imPosSibLe~ aNd i aLwayS nOt haPPy heRe anD thEre n keEp myseLf to mySelf.. hoW woulD ppL knOw the trUe me?

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all
the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in
love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she
likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad
side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

mY analysiS: dReamEr? maYbe baHz.. i daY dreaM a LoT.. anD my dreAms aRe norMALLy so thE 'wAt thE heCk?' dE.. so ExtrEme anD woNt haPPen in liFe dE.. dreAmin too muCh le.. anD yaH~ caN aCcepT anY neGatiVe reMarkS on anY baHZ~ eveN if u sAy me baCk oR baCk staB or wAteVa~ i'm The haPPy go LucKy kinD n wOnt reMEmbeR thE baD stuFf ppL onCe dId to mE.. so fIona, iF u aRe reaDin thIS.. i wOnt miNd muCh u n uR cuTe lil' bRo caLLed me: wat the heCk? moTher? siaOz~

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting
you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her
conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects.
She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you
feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she
can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

my analysiS:yaH~ i keEp aLL thE baD ThinGs to mySeLf.. anD i proMise noT to gOssIp.. maYbe onLy tO huIyI oR fioNa onCe in a PurPle moOn?

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all
your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit
person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can
give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for
yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

my ananLysIs:dIn kaRen saY 'ShE HAs BeEn A Real GrEAt Gp GRp MemBER..GAvE LoTsA GrEAt IDEAs..v CreAtIve GAL..'? heE.. i'm a goOd gP gRP memBer wOR.. heE... i wAnnA be thE beSt in EveRythIng.. noT a faiLure~ bUt i aM in cHinEse.. i wAnnA giVe it aLL up~ buT nobODy givinG me thE chaNcE.. anD i'm reaLLy suffEring.. wHen i gO ouT wiTh my paLs.. i prOmisE to sHow my haPPie faCe thrU out the daY..

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and
many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and
later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to
meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly
waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.
She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you
break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her
nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac.
Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor
,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

my anaLysiS: eH.. trUE... i fEel likE PrinCess aUroRa~ waItIng foR prInce phiLLip to waKe me up.. haIZ~ waT is haPPening to my liFe.. yaH.. wHen i wAs wIth d.. i reaLLy waS thinKin of K.. thAt's whY i iniaTiaTed to breAk-up.. haIz.. whEn i reGrettEd.. it waS aLL toO laTe.. wAt haPPened waS paSt teNse aNd it wiLL nV bE preSent le~ anD i'm alWays haVing crusHes on gUys.. likE wei Xiao oR anOthEr D gUy~ haIz..

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a
prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple
ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows
what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

mY anaLysIS: maYbe i wOuLd likE to wRite a LonG leTtEr a Lot.. buT noRmaLLy up to haLf the paGe~ i 've aLreaDy beCome siaNZ~ that's whY i dUn feeL likE contInuEing lE~ sO i wOulD probaBly taLk insTeaD.. thE whOle wOrlD knOws me aS thE taLkaTive kPo gaL~ yEah.. i chaNge my miNd eaSilY toO~

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted
linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it
straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and
accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will
not lie.

my anaLsiS:yeAh.. i miXed cHineSe anD enGlisH a Lot.. aDdIng -inG to ChinEse woRds oR traNsLating woRds as anD whEn i waNT... i'm bEtTer @ lanGuaGes baHz.. sO mY laNguaGe reSulTs fOR o lEvelS waS beTTer thaN my sCienCes a LOT~ yeAh.. anD somEtimEs i reaLLy taLk baD abT ppL wiThouT thinKing~

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and
tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content
with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more.
Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an
answer.

my anaLysIs: yeAh.. i dun eVen kNow wAt i waNT.. hoW can otHer ppL knOW? haIZ~ i reaLLy gEt borEd eaSily... thT's whY i aLWays say 'hAiz' or 'siaNZ~' hmM.. i stuDy beTter whEn i'm reLac.. likE tht timE for o leVels.. otHer ppL waS stuDying likE craP.. buT i wAs sHopPing wiTh huIYi and huiYi(joaNNa laRz).. thEn... in thE enD.. somE of my ResUlts arE evEn beTter thAn thOse who sTudY likE heLL.. i'm noT boAstinG~

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be
beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk
side by side with her, together and equally.

my anaLysiS:yaH.. thaT's riGht.. hmM.. huiYi.. no maTter wat hapPens gOOD or baD or reGardLess of wAt ur finAL decisIon is.. i wiLL aLways staND beSide u anD supPort u dE~ seRiousLy leHz~ so yeAh~
huIEN

win! *~aUrOra~* 16:19

Friday, November 28, 2003
See what Care Bear you are.

win! *~aUrOra~* 22:33

aiYoh.. whO diD wANwan chOOse in thE eNd siA~ i dAmn bLur.. haIyo.. ma faN de nu ren... haha... haIz.. theN theY say shE chOOse yaNg xioNg.. haIyo... hmM... waT a eNdin.. so suDden.. so saD.. my mOm noT feELing weLL.. anD my faMily nobOdy teLL me.. i fEEL so leFt ouT... likE i dUn beLong heRe aS paRt of thE faMily.. haIZ.. so saD~ haIz.. wat shd i do?

by thE way.. i waTch star runner le.. very nice leHz.. muz watch... got action.. got violence. got sweet sweet romance.. and everything.. is some niCe.. vanness is so shuai!!! heE.. anD kim hyun joo is so ChiO!! theN cuZ is premiere gaLa... the fans came anD maDe a lot of noise thru out the whole show.. wat the~~ some picS to shaRe~
(piCs caNt be sEen.. paiSae)

win! *~aUrOra~* 20:26

Thursday, November 27, 2003
haIz... waT am i ThinkIn sIa.. fInaLLy caN foRgeT hiM le.. buT then sTiLL feEl so wEIrd.. trUe.. wE aLL miSs cAT buT.. haIz.. i've mANy regrEts in LiFe.. anD i dUn wannA reGreT anYmOre.. haIZ.. caNt anYbodY heAr mE? haIz~~ i wAtcheD sTar runNer wiTh huIyi last niTe.. and wE botH sAw vanness anD kim hyun joo.. Hmm.. HaiZ.. vaNNess vEry shuAi.. reaLLY.. his neW haIR cuT.. thEn i thinK of weNyan.. she lurvess vanness in the Past de.. haIZ.. wOnder hoW is shE? somEhoW fEEl eveRyboDy chAnge le.. haIz.. If tiMe coulD be turN baCk.. haIZ.. i wiLL aLways visit thE paSt.. haiZ.. anD try to sigNaL to mysElf to chAnge foR thE beTter.. haIz.. huiYi is fEeling complIcated anD i'm of No heLp.. so usEleSs sIA.. haIZ.. wat Shd i DO aR? haIz.. dID i menTion that weI xiAO iS veRy GOod looKing? he danCes foR toRo de.. heE... wonDer if i can evEr knOw hiM noT... LateR.. goin tO eAt dInnEr witH fionA.. wonDer who we'LL sEe.. haIz.. hoPe LifE is peAcefuL foR me.. haIZ.. toDay.. i wore a dress agaIn! heE =p
win! *~aUrOra~* 19:36

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win! *~aUrOra~* 18:40

Tuesday, November 25, 2003
aiyOh~ so siaNz.. reaLLy siCk of cHineSe le.. if posSiblE.. i reaLLy waNna quit anD that's it.. buT mom.. haiZ`... someTimes i reaLLy do haTe homE~ haiZ~ i dun have my desireD frEedom.. i'm so siCk.. a birD can fLy ouT of it's neSt.. whY noT me.. haiZ... theN.. soMe frenz arE cleArLy gonE le.. am i alonE? i am sO sick of my life le.. haiz.. what thE heCk is wroNG wiTh me aR.. haIz.. if posSible.. i dun minD croSsing the rD anD get knOcked down by some vEhicLE or waT anD slp fOr thE rest of my life.. jusT likE my prIncEss auroRa~ haiZ.. why aR...
win! *~aUrOra~* 22:42

Sunday, November 23, 2003
aIyoH... aLSo dUnno hOw to staRt.. hMm.. wELL.. i'M huiEn.. anD my sUrnamE ALso paN.. hEe... i likE wiLL Pan a LoT... SO muZ suPPort willpan.com.tw . . . . lalalala~
thEn aR.. reCentLy a gReAt paL of minE leFt singApore go baCk inDo then goiN austRaLia studYing le.. eveN tHou din JoiN in to senD heR ofF.. buT wiLL 100% confIrm wiLL miSs heR a LoT... haiZ~ cAt aR.. TakE caRE... T.T
♨ theN wiLL thinK of thE tiME whEn we in JApaN~ haiz~ cAt aR... reaLLY soRry.. wAnnA cRy le.. eli aR.. huiYi aR.. mE ar.. we hOW? haiZ.. muZ wrITe to uS anD taKE caRe of youRseLF.. anD muZ suppoRt rOXy... cAt.. u aRe suPErb fRen.. reaLLY ar.. haIZ~~
win! *~aUrOra~* 22:55