Friday, January 23, 2004
Boyfriend

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wishThat I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality

win! *~aUrOra~* 23:15

**wEnYaN**: HUIEN! I want to quit school!!! This stupid rp got some idiots I cannot stand! Argh!!!
**wEnYaN**: Argh.. QI si wo le! I ren wu ke ren le.. Huien and jw ah.. who else.. that basket lah! @#$%^%$#@#$!

gaL ar.. quittinG caN be quitE tediOus.. thiNk, thiNK anD thinK leHz.. eH.. yaH.. anD quitTing.. accorDin to mom n dAd.. caN be veRy emBarassinG.. i dUnno... i.. eH.. feeL prOud.. cuz eH.. i caN do waT i reALLY reaLLY wantEd.. u leH.. eH.. is juZ noT to sEE somEone.. u wiLL miSs ur freNz de..

anD foR wat i diD the paSt feW daYs.. i thiNk i shaLL juz cut and paSte wenyan's? eH.. not copYrigHt ritEz? heE...

19th jaN..
wenyan:Hmm.. Was with huien at orchard.. Hahaha.. So fun.. SO long never go out with her le.. go out with her very fun de.. We always look at roxy stuffs but today, we didnt! But we bought the same ladys slippers from U.R.S.. just that different col... :P Then I bought my skirt.. and not roxy de! Hahahaa... Save money la! Haha.. Then I bought cookies for my bhss teachers.. and my dade too! The packaging so nice... Dade's cookie got three flavours de! Got erm.. choc, mocca almond and strawberry fruits! Hahaha.. Yum Yum.. I like the tigger packaging.. So ke ai.. Then I bought my disney on ice tickets! Yay!! Hehe.. Happie.. Then we went to eat sakae sushi.. eat until I can die.. Saw christine they all.. haha.. and ah, they hired a new boy le! Quite good looking.. but after awhile.. not really la.. Haha.. Christine ask whether want to go back work anot.. I was so tempted.. but she don want sat and sun de leh.. Hhaha.. Nevermind.. She has she will give me a call de.. :P Then I shall decide.. After that we went to taka... So fun! Bought huien's neighbour and cousins toys... Haha.. and huien gave me beauty and the beast cards!! I am so broke sia.. Hee.

huieN: eH.. we really had fun.. like vEry long din shop shop le.. and rp having holidays.. yah.. so.. eh.. went out with wenyan.. so.. yah.. was raining heavily.. then met later instead of 1pm.. so eH.. i juz ask wenyan if want to eat at sakae lorz.. haha.. student rate.. eh.. $13.90++ haha.. eat until reaLLy siaoz le aR.. haha.. theN eh.. b4 that.. we were at far east shop shop lorz.. wenyan wanted to buy skirt.. but her roxy skirt 70+++.. so eh.. we juz see see wat they had at far east.. eh.. got this shop called 'osH' aR? eh.. quite nice.. pink pink stuff de.. saw so many nice nice thingys.. heE.. then wenyan saw a skirt design juz like her roxy skirt... then they only had large.. so i ask her juz try lorz.. wear as hipster.. wah.. wow.. so nice ar.. heE.. then eh.. we walk walk a little b4 goin to sakae.. haha.. christine ask us to work? eh.. xinli ar.. on bO? haha.. but i heard huiyi say oriental 8 bucks an hr on weekends.. eh.. i quite xin dong leh.. heE.. and eh.. dunno larz.. after we eat.. we very full.. has to walk walk lorz.. then mom ask me go taka buy kiddie's toys for my 1 yr old neighbour baby.. and 2 for my mom's frenz' 3 yr old kid.. bought le ar.. think again ar.. kids nowadays so so so lucky.. all the toys so nice.. my 'era' aR.. onLy barbie doll and sailormoon and power ranger... haha... i like jupiter moon!! heE.. yah.. then went home lorz.. talk to guohua for so so long sia.. aiyoh.. he very naggy.. talk so much abt jingwen de.. haha.. ahem.. then eh.. he got tht sammi cheng and jerry yan tht new show vcd.. hee... i wanna borrow.. but he next day gotta go msia for a wk.. wat the toot... aiyoh...well.. tht's my day.. yah.. and we bought disney on ice tix.. 35 bucks.. aiyoh... hope really really nice.. heE... is first row.. haha.. we stand down there for so so long.. see got wat seats.. and by tht time.. 6-7pm++ 5566 tiX's already row 27-28 for $149 de.. heE.. selling fasT!!

on 20th.. went to bank with my mom.. she went home first and made me line.. wat the toot... i lined for an hour... haiz... waste my time.. then i think i saw kar wing.. the guy who liked sophina b4.. haha... and at night.. is my little cousin nephew's mth yr old yah.. eh.. thingy.. eh.. mom not free. so me n dad represent.. his name is matthireS aR? eh.. the name is from jesus last disciple thingy de.. yah.. dunno.. and wah.. the food quite lousy.. at 'yan ge' as in swallow court? is in chinatown tht side de.. eh.. one thing.. the waitress are so.. eh.. slow.. and eh.. food not very nice.. and eh.. so oily and yah.. evrything is no good.. then my aunt disclosed tht her son has a galfren.. aiyoh.. he was my best looking cousin lehz.. one yr senior.. eh.. studyin in sp.. haha.. his mom say he so sweet.. help take out the prawn shell for gf.. then nv in his life help his mom.. omg.. so sweeeeeetttt....

21st jaN..
wenyan:Was out in the morning like erm.. 7 pluz.. Hahaha.. Met jeremy, jingwen, simiao, huien and liyun and fransin and KIANHUI and alot more people!! Went back to sch~ So fun de! My dance club now.. so nice can.. They dance like abit mix ballet de.. Hahaha.. So envy the members now... Met alot of teachers and people ah! Hahaha.. Mr Pilo read my blog leh! Omg!! He saw it from a link in the google or yahoo.. :\ And ah.. he was laughing and laughing.. Aiyo paiseh!! "MR PILO AH! Don keep on reading mine.. lol.. down there got jeremy de! Hahaha!" So fun.. I bought my sch's organiser.. make it as my diary! Hehehe.. I am sooo happy.. and ah.. lee lao shi ask the ex students to put up an item for teachers day... BHSS DE! LETS SING AND DANCE! HAO MAHHH I am excited! I wanna sing sing sing! LoL.. This mrs tay say gals are very vulnerable.. say erm.. we muz stay strong and true to ourselves! Aids rate is getting higher.. and ah.. gals always suffer.. haha.. So funnie.. But that's true.. Poly alot of such cases de... Omg.. She was like telling us to be smart! :P

huien: yah.. i told my teachers i quit sch.. and they were so shocked.. haiz.. too bad.. eh.. yah.. and i feel mrs tay so open sia.. wow.. i enjoyed talking to her sia... and poor mr seah.. hurt his leg.. for some days le.. haiz.. sad.. then eh.. yah.. mr pilo read wenyan's bLog.. aiyoh.. bLog so puBLic sia.. haha.. and eh.. me and wenyan went to buy my skirt this time at erm.. qoo something... haha.. had no reunion dinner thou.. not really counted.. eh... cuz went to grandparent's place on sunday le.. eh.. we skipped dinner then eh.. family conflict.. eh.. yah.. dun wanna elaborate.. eh.. finally dad tooooo hungry le.. mom n dad went to newton da bao for us too.. eh.. saw my aunt workin.. haiz... and we ate lorz.. yah.. eh... erm.. yah.. then watch tv.. and ard 1-2am++ we went out.. dunno go where also.. mom ask us 2 choose one.. chinatown or buy flower.. but becuz got some jam.. so went to buy flowers.. wah.. so many ppL.. damn high sia.. haha.. in the end.. bought eh.. carnation.. and rose and some leaves.. and baby breathe..

22nD fEB..
haPPy haPPy monKey yeAR!!!
hEe..went out in the afternoon to grandparent's place.. eh.. yah.. i typin this second time.. cuz i not careful press delete then eh.. undo until dunno wat thiong.. bLur.. then the more i undo.. the more stuff go missin.. aiyoh.. anyway.. eh.. went in gram's place until 4pm b4 we aLL left for my grandma's bro hse.. eh.. izzit grandunc? hee.. anyway.. we three cars go lorz.. ours is last car.. then eh.. dunno why.. car accident.. eh.. four cars involeved.. eh.. ours is 1st car.. eh.. wat really happen was.. eh.. i think third car drive too fast.. cant brake in time.. then hit second car.. then hit ours.. then 'rebounce' then hit third car.. then forth car din stop in time.. double times kana hit.. eh.. yah.. ours damage not too big.. eh.. 2nd and 4th car very the kinda.. serious.. eh.. forth car the car plate smashed until cant see numbers.. then 2nd car so dented.. n yah.. maybe becuz 3rd car is new toyota corolla.. eh.. SDB.. so.. eh.. strong enough not to get such major in juries.. yah.. then so many cars stop to see out number plate.. ayoh.. kpo sia.. then eh.. yah.. erm.. exchange all the particulars and stuff.. kinda scary.. but tht doesnt stop me from being still so interested in driving wor.. heE...

23rD jan..
today.. eh.. yah... went to united sq for luch.. cuz mom craving for buffet.. then eh.. guess who i bum into today.. eh.. uh.. ah.. shuwei ar.. stupid sis keep teasing me.. then mom also.. aiyoh.. wat happen ar.. eh.. uh.. ah.. i interested indesmond.. got a not? haha... eh.. anyway.. wenyan ar.. tell shuwei my mom thinks his mom is pretty ar.. heE... and yah.. dun wanna bLog more le.. eh.. yah.. erm.. yah.. nth really happen today.. yah.. eh.. yah...

for fiona:
yah.. xi bao was easy.. easy to understand... luckily michelle change with me.. yah.. i read this story which really made me make up my mind to quit.. i dun wanna be like xi bao... regret only in then end.. i must choose my own future myself.. eh... i dun understand why.. xi bao so so so greedy.. want the old man rather than his son.. eh.. i pity cong hui.. for bring xi bao home.. eh.. to me.. i feel the stupid old man is like this bond.. i dun wanna make a wrong choice in my life.. then eh.. yah.. i wanna live easier.. but happier.. yah.. i'm like cong hui.. i have two xin.. heE.. one day.. muz go ondo eat eat ar.. eh.. i eat chawanmushi.. heE... but eh.. someone muz work work ar.. heE.. then eh.. when go ur hse for cny? heE..

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

win! *~aUrOra~* 22:59

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
heE.. my neW teSti..

Lu, 01/18/2004:
eh i realise that u wrote my frist testi and i haven wrote any fer u -.- Hee psps hor. Eh huien my friend since sec1. eh that time we always compare our height(i always lose til sec 3) and weight. who heavier and who taller.. sound so stupid now -.- ahaa. yesh she gettin cute. more cute then ever.. and more blur then ever.. still can ask me how to go ymca from plaza sing when u can see it from there. zzz wahahahaaa hee keep that big grin on ya face and don THINK too much. sEx?

yaH.. i haD thT biG grIn whEn i reAd.. sO funNy anD chiLdisH.. heE.. goiN ouT soOn le.. my couSin haD a baBy n toDay supposEdLy is 1 mth.. eH.. actuaLLy i noT invitEd de.. bUt momMy too bZ le.. theN i gO lorZS.. goOd gaL.. heE...
win! *~aUrOra~* 18:57